The best thing that I enjoy in my life right now is that
I am loving uncertainty.
I don’t know what’s gonna happen to me tomorrow
or the day after, or next week, or even next year.
It’s just that I don’t understand why I am happy.
I just feel happy
without even knowing the reason.
Or maybe there are a lot of reasons
but I can’t point out exactly what makes me happy the most.
I’m not in the mood for love.
So I’m really sorry for those who are expecting,
waiting or even
trying
to win my heart.
It doesn’t belong to anyone right now.
I have asked my Daddy from above to keep it for the mean time.
I know that in His hands, my heart is in the safest place.
A place away from all harm,
pain and
hurt.
I love this uncertainty.
I love to dream of things which seem impossible to happen.
Dreaming is never the final step.
It is never the dead end.
It is just the start of having a goal
to work for your dreams
so you can make it real.
I am in love.
In love with the one who created me.
For I know that He loves me more than I could ever love Him.
Even though I can’t see Him
I know that He is with me.
I have failed and hurt Him a lot of times.
Yet He never gave up on me.
I wish I could tell Him everyday that I LOVE Him
And right now,
He is the Only one
He is my Only one.
I will hang on to His promise for me.
I will trust His best plan for me.
I know that He’ll give me the one who’s right for me
at the right place,
at the right moment and
at the right time.
The princess’ ever wished for prince
will come at His perfect time.
There’s no need to rush.
When God keeps you single
it means that He wants you to enjoy your life
with your family
with your friends
with your studies
with your work
with Him.
He wants you to be happy in your own way.
Because when He gives you that special someone,
it means that He will make you happy
in His own special way.
The best love story you’ve been waiting for will then unfold.
Being single doesn’t mean that you can’t be in love.
You can be madly in love
if you would only let God do the work,
if you would only trust Him in his plans for you.
I love this kind of happiness.
I love this thought of loving uncertainty.
Parang may minamahal ako na hindi ko pa nakikita
pero masaya ako.
O kaya naman nakita ko na siya
pero nagkahiwalay kami.
I can never tell how the hands of God can work in my life.
He can give me something more than what I expect.
He can…
lead me
or
take me
to the hands of the person
who is destined
to hold and keep my empty hands and yearning heart
FOREVER.